I am just now thinking about how nice it is to not worry about new things. I don’t worry about a new car. I even made it through new carpeting in the hallway of my building. I do notice things still, but I have to stop a minute and feel the enormous gratitude in how far I have traveled in this journey. I just ordered a little pressure point therapy ball and I didn’t even think about whether or not it will smell when I receive it. Just 18 months ago the MCS prevented me from having anything new. I would have to air things out for weeks before I could have them inside the house.
I am just sitting here in the afternoon as the light is fading and feeling very grateful.